This post doesn’t have any cool graphics or hilarious videos. This post is pure honesty, terrifying honesty, painful honesty.
I want a fucking drink. I want a drink everyday of my life, every minute, every damn waking hour. I want to not feel, not think; I want to not be. I want to be drunk, giddy, happy; I want to be drinking. I want my head to stop hurting just for a few hours. I want a fucking drink.
If someone would’ve told me that at 28 months sober to the day I’d be in this much emotional pain from it, I would’ve said “No thanks” and kept drinking my damn life away. I can not believe I am about to say what I am about to but it’s honest…
Happy Halloween everyone! Who’s trick-or-treating and who’s giving out the tricks and treats? I love Halloween! One of my favorite holidays of the year. Enjoy everyone and please be safe, sober, and spooky.