My mother might be going into the hospital because they think her feeling bad is psychosomatic. This is literally what I have to look forward to in life. My mom was diagnosed as manic-depressive when I was twelve; we all know that means Bipolar Disorder now. My mother is fucking crazy, y’all. She once made me try to cut my father with a knife. She hates me and well frankly everyone.
Please I pray…to not be like her. Please tell me that I am okay in my brain, that my mind will always be better than that.
Please I pray that you all do not hate me.
The She Chronicles 
Although there is data to support generational movement of mental illness, there is also strong data that indicates this is NOT always the case, and honestly you may well just drive yourself crazy thinking about it so much.
I can only begin to imagine the anxiety you are experiencing.
One of my besties has Bi Polar and she is one of the most productive amazingly articulate women I know and she simpy does her very best to manage the condition so that it has less of an impact and primary role in her life.
Be aware of your own feelings and behaviour, but try not monopolize your entire life with worry before you actually have something to worry about. You will make yourself sick eh!
Prayers and blessings to you 🙂
Miss Lou
x
Don’t hate you, can’t hate you, won’t hate you.
All of us ask the questions. You ask them with more immediate force. And you’re smart enough to reach out for help and to do what you have to to get it, even when it means dealing with a system that doesn’t know how to deal with you.
I have nothing but faith in you, Bats.
I wouldn’t be here if I hated you, Bats. Neither would anyone else. You’ve always sounded like a loving, concerned person who cares about her family and others, a rational person who knows when and where to seek help. Not at all like your mother. Biology is not destiny.
Absolutely not, how could anyone hate you my sweet friend? You have always been such a valued person in WP, a very good friend to many and someone that cares passionately about many different things. No, I could never hate you Bats.
Andro xxxx
You’re my brave light in the darkness and i love the glow you give.
I’m pretty much at the point that glowing is stupid.
Hating you would be like hating someone for having cancer…
Damn…good response.
Don’t hate yourself either. Your brain is just wired funny. But you could have been born with no arms and legs, or a tiny pointy head… wait… I am assuming that you have all your limbs and a reasonably shaped head… please tell me I ain’t wrong…
Naw dude…I’m okay in those aspects. BUT you’ve given me something incredibly creepy to think about.
You are welcome…
You are not your mother, nor are you hated – sending you lots and LOTS of love and strength! ♥
Thank you.
we are here because we don’t hate you, we care about you and what happens to you. remember you are not your mother, you are your own person.
Thank you.
I have nominated you for the Liebster award…
I am praying for you . Trish 🙂
What’s the Liebster award? Cool…thanks Trish.
You are welcomed, look on my page and it will tell you what to do. Have a good today