Good news…I haven’t had a drink in almost 2 weeks.
Bad news…I’m in hell…Hell on Earth.
When I last posted; I posted that I was going to see a doctor about getting back on meds so I can get some relief from my Bipolar Disorder. She tried say I had been misdiagnosed and I am actually ADHD and prescribed me Zoloft and Trazodone. I had a horrible reaction to what we believe was the Zoloft so she now believes me when I say I AM Bipolar. She decided to put me on Risperdone and Trazodone. I stopped taking the Risperdone because I had a horrible reaction to that and couldn’t take it anymore. I literally think this women is trying to kill me.
I feel unsafe, all of the time now. I’m scared to be alone with my kids, I’m scared to be alone, I’m scared to be with people, and I can hardly leave my house.
I need help. I don’t know what to do.
I’m in hell…Hell On Earth.