AL K Hall words need to be read by all searching within themselves. Seriously, go, read, absorb. Thanks AL for sharing so openly.

Al K Hall-ic Anonymous

Many AA meetings begin with a reading from Chapter 5, “How It Works”, of the AA Big Book. In the introduction to this chapter, before the steps are outlined, one of the warnings provided is, “At some of these [steps] we balked. We thought we could find an easier, softer way. But we could not.”

i didn’t understand this for the longest time. For me, AA was the easier, softer way because my drinking life was exhausting. The amount of time, energy, physical and psychological effort that went into setting up, surfing and surviving my binges was stupefying. Recovery removed a lot of the hard work that went into being me.

Then, during a Newcomers’ Meeting, the light bulb went on.

Following my suicide attempt and subsequent release from the hospital, one of the first things i did was to go to AA. One meeting a week. Didn’t care about…

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  1. Thanks so much for the repost. i’m always flattered when someone i admire as much as i admire you finds something worth repeating in one of my posts. Stay strong, my friend!

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