I throw my hands up in the air. I am helpless. My name is Countess Bats and I am an alcoholic.and I have a mental disorder called Bipolar. I gave up my program many months ago, I gave up two different programs many months ago, hell…maybe even three!
Look…if you are here seeking sobriety, wisdom, or sanity…leave now because I don’t have any of those. I lost them when I relapsed. That’s the normal for me; I am the Countess of Relapse.
I am completely Helpless and I can guarantee that I will lose everything because of alcohol and Bipolar Disorder. I can guarantee that unless I seek help, unless I want help…I will lose everything.
Look…if you have Googled alcoholism and/or bipolar disorder then maybe you need to think about yourself ; or the loved one you opened Google for.