Bats does, that’s who! Me, myself, I, Bats, has two years sober! Yup I said it, two of them. Two years. Two…fucking…years.
Now that I’ve gloated and tooted my own horn, I’m gonna make this into an award show because it wouldn’t be The She Chronicles without Bats thanking some people.
First, my Dad. What can I say about him? You all don’t know him but let me tell you he is the most caring, gentle, intelligent man I know. I love it when his conversation turns to
You know Bats when I was first gaining sobriety…
because I know there is valuable information coming. My father has saved my life on numerous occasions and I always know that if I do call him up drunk off my ass, he’ll sober me right up but do it in a respectful manner. In all honesty, he has every reason in the world to hate me but he doesn’t. I know his love is always there for me sober or not and always will be.
My dearest friend Mak of I Want Ice Water. You’ve been coming to this blog since the beginning. You’ve helped me through some very hard times and hard memories. I always know each day that there is someone out there that has felt, been through, or is feeling just like I do; you’ve helped teach me that I am absolutely without a doubt never alone in this universe. Thank you Mak, for being here for me always and unconditionally.
Al K Hall. What is there to say about you man? You’re awesome, you’re hilarious, strong, caring, and a damn good bartender. See Diary – a of a Chronicle Drinker to understand why I say that about him. You’ve taught me how to have a good laugh when I really need it. Can you also thank Miss D for me because without her, I have a feeling you wouldn’t be here today?
You know who I have great respect for? A strong, competent, caring and compassionate woman. TimeThief, you’ve taught me to care about who I am and to not be afraid to want something good for myself. You’ve supported me through sobriety, life and even technical difficulties with The She Chronicles and you’ve done it with respect and caring words. Thank you for loving me.
I could sit here for days, thank people and not even cover a quarter of those that have helped get me to this goal. 2 Years, you’ll have to pardon me because I really am totally in awe of making it here. Recently I went to a meeting. Now if you’ve read any portion of my blog you know I don’t endorse AA but I do think it is the best place on Earth to stay sober for an hour to an hour and half. I did the meeting as I always have done. When I went to walk out, a man came up to me and said,
That’s not going to work. You have to work this to recover.
Bats being the curious and inquisitive type responds,
What’s you talking about Willis?
No his name was not Willis but I so wanted to say that at some point in time in my life and thought that was a great time for it. He didn’t mind either, btw.
You’re never going to recover or gain confidence if you just come in, sit down, and do NOTHING.
I thanked him for his intelligence and walked out. I am here to say that I have always thought and always will think that to gain and keep sobriety you have to stay vigilant. That you keep your sobriety by living life 24 hours at a time; sometimes even living life in 10 second increments. However, you recover by motion. You recover by doing something, by actions. Motion creates emotion and that my friends is the key to my recovery.