I know for the past few months reading this blog must have felt like a dentist procedure, and believe me when I say it felt like a dentist procedure everytime I clicked publish. The same thing day after day, my pitiful “I want a drink” syndrome. I hate that it’s been that way, I hate the fact that in reality that really is what consisted of my thoughts. I just have wanted to drink, haven’t but sure as shit wanted to. I’ve had to sit on my hands loads of times but look, I’ve never acheived longer than 19 months sober and believe me I’ve tried. In the past 9 years, I’ve acheived a grand total of about 6 years sober just not together.
So today I am honored to tell you I have an unbelieveable 22 months sober. TOOT! TOOT!