I’m not really sure but I think I’m gonna go crazy. This stinks, I mean considering I have no desire to quit smoking. I do however have the desire to go to the nearest tobacco field and lay there and chew on the plants. I’ve heard it so many times, you’ve quit drinking so this should be a snap for you. Ya I’m gonna snap alright. No matter how hard it has been for me to quit drinking, this is 100 fold of that. I hate this, I hate addiction. Why is it my brain couldn’t have been born normal, damn it?!
Alright enough of my pity party for right now. I gotta go pace and drink coffee, hey maybe I might throw a shower in there. Who knows what the day will bring? I know what it will not bring, money and cigarettes.