I’m bored as heck as a matter of fact. It’s been raining non stop for most of the week. I feel like a caged tiger. This is one of the reasons I get so down in the winter, I need to be outside or my mind feels as though it’s locked up. You would think that since I have spent all this time inside that the house would be a bit more tidy but nope.
I went to my head shrinker on Tuesday and he decided to up my Tegretol so now he says I need to take it 4 times a day instead of 3, which made absolutely no sense since I was discussing with him the fact that I can no longer afford anything except our weekly grocery shopping. So for him to solve my maniacal depression with uping my meds and having me go get a blood test, (which both I’ll have to pay cash for) makes very little sense in my mind but I’ll follow his directions well half way follow them, I’m not going to spend a couple hundred dollars on a blood test.
So what am I going to do today about this boredom? I have absolutely no idea, none at all. Maybe I need to make myself do something, anything. I so want a drink and a smoke right now!