I just wanted to post something positive. I feel like all I do is complain and bitch, that’s really not me at all, it’s just me right now.
I had to walk up to the post office to put the insurance check in the mail. A.) I walked up to the post office to put the insurance check in the mail, I don’t go out too much for varies reason and for me to walk a 2 mile walk right now was HUGE for me and B.) Along that walk is the beer store I frequent and well I didn’t go in, I didn’t buy any and I won’t be drinking tonight. C.) I haven’t had a drink in 5 days/nights. D.) I don’t want a drink right now. All I want right now is the book I’m reading Alias Grace by Margret Atwood, these flies to leave me alone and something cold but nonalcoholic to drink, my feet up and then a good nights sleep.
It is possible to not buy the alcohol and with that it’s possible to not drink. If I can do this, I know most anyone can. I wish everyone a safe and sober night. 🙂